Ready to give up? Good!
Those who have been to
this place and are still around to talk about it know the value and benefit
that this terrible / great place brings to our life and ministry.
As I listened to Dr.
Raymond Culpepper’s powerful message presented at the General Assembly this
week, I was particularly moved and touched as Dr. Culpepper paused near the end
to give a timely, prophetic word to those who felt like giving up. It stirred great memories in me of a time
when I felt the same.
You could call it the
‘end of self.’ If that is one means of
learning to deny one’s self, then one can rejoice because it is the
uncontrolled or ill-controlled self that grieves the Holy Spirit and stifles
life and our ministry.
Associated with reaching
this point and place in life or ministry are the wounds and disappointments
that not only knocks the wind out of your sails but goes much deeper to bring
real pain and hurt that makes life hard and successful ministry and leadership
even harder.
If there is anything that
makes this place even harder, it is in being convinced that you have done
something wrong to wind up here and that God is against you. I believe that it is the highly principled
men and women of God who go to this depth of regret or despair because they
will not shrink or diminish the importance of the role they feel they played in
coming here, to this open grave, this open-ended hell and self-torture.
If someone is not highly
principled and governed by this degree of self-management and accountability,
one can more easily (I imagine) work through these upsets, setbacks and tests
of life and ministry and just shove the mental and emotional alarms, threats
and attacks under the carpet and move on to the next assignment.
To understand how God works
and to minimalize the grief these certain seasons bring, one must understand
the operations of the Kingdom of God by referencing the course of life of seed.
I have a belief and a
conviction that every Promise of God, every calling, every gift, talent, grace
or ability will have a season of death in order to enable it to be resurrected
and sustained by the miraculous Power of God rather than by human
efficiency. Let me explain.
Scripture (John 12:24)
says that ‘unless the grain of wheat (seed) falls into the ground and dies, it
abides alone and remains as only one.
But, if it dies (just like Christ, Himself, the Seed of God), it is
resurrected and sustained with God’s Power and His abilities.
I
assure you, most solemnly I tell you, Unless a grain of wheat falls into the
earth and dies, it remains [just one grain; it never becomes more but lives] by
itself alone. But if it dies, it produces many others and yields a rich
harvest. (John 12:24)
Additionally, it is,
ultimately, a testing and a trying of one’s faith, as Abraham’s faith was
tested and tried. One will find
himself/herself wrestling with the quandary as to whether or not they really
did hear from God or not. The enemy will
frequently use the line, ‘has God really said?’
You will find yourself
questioning your move or action or step of faith, made only after you were
absolutely certain that it was, indeed, God Who promoted you and sent you.
Just as Christ, when He
was in the grave and it appeared the Promise would not be kept and just like
Lazarus who died and it appeared that Christ had missed the opportunity to heal
him, this hopeless impasse is where you are on the very verge of stepping into
the absolute miraculous provision of God – sustained and resourced by the
supernatural ability of Father God.
Giving up? Go ahead and enter into the rest of God,
ceasing from the mental, emotional and spiritual struggling. If you don’t, you will try to make it in your
own strength and abilities. It is not
time to give up on your ministry, it is time to give up the struggling and
enter into the Promises of God which will produce the results that each and
every Promise holds.
Bishop Freddie Steel - 04-28-12 © All Rights Reserved
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